In late September, entertainment stars Chrissy Teigen and John Legend experienced the heartbreaking loss of their third child, Jack. Teigen was in the middle of her pregnancy when she suffered severe bleeding and partial placental abruption, causing her to lose her baby.
During a November 24 interview with Good Morning America, Teigen and Legend spoke about how they are dealing with their devastating loss. “I definitely give myself permission to feel total and absolute pain,” Teigen said during the interview.
“Every day is so different. So when people ask me how I’m doing, I always say I’m fine today, ”the troubled model commented.
Legend agreed, telling Good Morning America: “I didn’t know we could experience this pain and also share it, but when we did, it really meant a lot to so many people. And it was such a powerful experience for me to learn that. I’m just thankful that my wife was brave enough to do it. “
After Teigen had her son Jack, she shared very emotional photos of her loss on her Instagram page. “She felt like really, one of the ways we would stick with Jack’s memory was by taking pictures of that moment,” Legend explained. “I was kind of worried, I was like, ‘I don’t want me to like commemorating this pain.’ But the crazy thing about having a miscarriage is that you don’t leave with anything, you have that emptiness, and we wanted to take the photos so that we would have something to remember. “
Teigen has also continued to update his fans on his social media pages on how he is handling things.
On November 27, the model posted a photo of herself on the couch on Instagram. In the caption, he wrote about how he felt. “I refuse to find no humor in both the fits of anger and the outfits,” he said. “I already see the leaves as orange instead of gray, I realized that the sky is actually blue and not black and the whistles on my forced morning walks only bring me to my knees half the time.”
According to TooFab, Teigen recently revealed on November 30 that she had showered for the first time since losing her pregnancy. In her Instagram story, Teigen said: “I just took my first shower in two months. I’ve been taking a bath in the tub, because I couldn’t bear to be in the shower. I couldn’t physically stand in the shower. “
Teigen continued: “I feel very, very good. Thank you. I feel very clear and very good ”. In the video, Teigen also apologized for leaving his followers hanging. “Besides, you guys have no idea and I’m looking forward to telling you one day,” Teigen said. “I realize that I stood them up. I’m sorry. I just want to say that it has been a journey. It has been a journey and I am happy to be back ”.
Chrissy Teigen opened up about her loss in a rehearsal
Shortly after Teigen’s pregnancy loss, she posted an emotional essay on Medium about the devastating experience. “After a couple of nights in the hospital, my doctor told me exactly what he knew was coming: it was time to say goodbye,” wrote Teigen. “He just wouldn’t survive this, and if it continued like this, neither would I. We had tried bags and bags of blood transfusions, each of which went right through me like we hadn’t done anything at all. Late one night, they told me it would be time to say goodbye to him in the morning. I cried a little at first, then went into convulsions of snot and tears, unable to breathe with my own incredibly deep sadness. Even as I write this now, I can feel the pain again. “
Teigen added: “My mom, John and I hugged him and said our own private goodbyes, mom sobbing through Thai prayer. I asked the nurses to show me their hands and feet and kissed them over and over again. I have no idea when I stopped. It could have been 10 minutes or an hour. I don’t know how long I had been waiting for the delivery. That will probably always haunt me. Just writing it makes my nose and eyes fill with tears. All I know now is that his ashes are in a small box, waiting to be placed on the floor of a tree in our new home, the one we have with his room in mind. “
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